That's Digi, the former anime analyst, voidgazing metascaper, and drunken pseudo-psychologist. They used to be a role model for you as well. You could have listened to them talk about ludonarrative dissonance all day... Sadly, they've since fallen victim to a fatal marijuana overdose, the first ever instance of such an event. You keep this picture of them beside your bed to remember them by.

R.I.P.